Saturday, February 25, 2006
Saturday, February 11, 2006
omg, 1st week of client specs has passed. i haven' t learn anything.. until now my body clock still can't adjust to my work schedule.. im really having a hard time getting some sleep during the day.. wahhh! lagi nlng me nakatitig sa pc ko when my trainer is discussing.. wala pumapasok sa utak.. huhuhu.this coming week will be our last week for clinet specs. after that phone lab na kami for 3 weeks. grabe tlaga. tpus wala pa rin ako naabsorb. kakalokoa tlga. lagi lang ako food trip eh. masaya tong week na to.. as in. kukulit tlga ng mga ka-batch ko sa training. hahahaha. niwei, how i wish me masagot ako sa assessment namin on monday.. gud luck nlng sa amin pag nagswitch kami ng sched sa thurs ng 5pm to 2am.. sabog na naman ako nun.. kape kape kape! sinundo ako ng bf ko nung thurs morning we just had breakfast then ayun hiwalay na agad. aw. miss ko na yung taong yun.. ay, naku! asar lang. hehe. hmm.. anu pa ba? oh! 1 week and 2 days na lang, pay day na! i just hope i will be able to get my pay.. dami ko na ata pinagkakautangan.. hehe. need ko na magbayad. hays. wala na ako maicip.. should i tell it here na i've also been busy playing space impact on my phone just to get the high scores.. ngayon nasa 15685 plang un high score ko.. by the way, i got this text message from a friend.. its actually a quote, ganda nya super.. here goes..
"Love is not the only reason why a relationship stands for years or until forever.. We might think that love holds the relationship.. but what if you love too much and forget that Love also can weaken or worst, destroy a relationship.. I just realized that Love isn't enough.. The secret of having a strong, lasting relationship is to trust the one you love and to accept his/her weaknesses or mistakes.. It's not how many times you have forgiven, but how you shown understanding.."
Aww... ang sad naman non!
Sunday, February 05, 2006
hay naku, 1 week has passed. client specific na kmi tomorrow and we will be on night shift.. $_$. 10pm to 7am. naku, may mumu pa nmn daw dun sa bldg nmin ngayon. katakot. i had a good time last week. ASI training at Comm. Skills kami. kapal na nga ng mga mukha namin dun dahil sa dami ng activities namin. haha. naku, nakakaloka tlga yung recording namin. re-record namin voice namin while answering certain questions. nabulaga rin ako sa subject-verb chuvaness.. grabe.. haha. peru ok lng kahit na butas na butas na wallet ko, tingin ko i'll survive the remaining two weeks pa before our 1st salary. ngayon ksi im more into soul searching.. feeling ko ksi may kulang buhay sa ko ngayon.. there is some emptiness within me.. uyy, lalim nun. grabe kung pede lng ba itulog lng to at sa isang kisapmata wala na mga worries ko.. why not? i'll be more than happy to do it. sarap ata matulog. wakoko. i need to be busy with something. gusto super ma-pre occupied ako.. parang un mga times nun naglalaro pa ako ng ragnarok.. how i wish.. napaka-weakling ko tlga. cant bear to face facts.. mas nagrerely ako sa nararamdaman ko.. i'm getting sick of myself na. i don't how will i escape from this emptiness i'm feeling right now.. i really so down.. hays. kaya ko to. magsu-survive ako dito.. promise! i just need to myself sa work with my co-trainees..
.. .. mahirap pala ang ma-in love..