hay naku, 1 week has passed. client specific na kmi tomorrow and we will be on night shift.. $_$.  10pm to 7am. naku, may mumu pa nmn daw dun sa bldg nmin ngayon. katakot.  i had a good time last week. ASI training at Comm. Skills kami. kapal na nga ng mga mukha namin dun dahil sa dami ng activities namin. haha.  naku, nakakaloka tlga yung recording namin. re-record namin voice namin while answering certain questions. nabulaga rin ako sa subject-verb chuvaness.. grabe.. haha.  peru ok lng kahit na butas na butas na wallet ko, tingin ko i'll survive the remaining two weeks pa before our 1st salary. ngayon ksi im more into soul searching..  feeling ko ksi may kulang buhay sa ko ngayon.. there is some emptiness within me.. uyy, lalim nun.  grabe kung pede lng ba itulog lng to at sa isang kisapmata wala na mga worries ko.. why not? i'll be more than happy to do it. sarap ata matulog. wakoko. i need to be busy with something. gusto super ma-pre occupied ako.. parang un mga times nun naglalaro pa ako ng ragnarok.. how i wish..  napaka-weakling ko tlga. cant bear to face facts.. mas nagrerely ako sa nararamdaman ko.. i'm getting sick of myself na. i don't how will i escape from this emptiness i'm feeling right now.. i really so down.. hays. kaya ko to.  magsu-survive ako dito.. promise!  i just need to myself sa work with my co-trainees..                                                                                                                                    

..  .. mahirap pala ang ma-in love..